Our realities will offer us recurring themes in order to convey a particular learning lesson or personal truth. Often, these can incite pain or suffering, though they can, conversely, incite inspiration & recognition of self. I have most recently been offered opportunity to reform and reintegrate fragments of self - those which I recognize as … Continue reading the musician, the poet.
at, perhaps any cost, i will avoid repeat. my existence: many variations on a theme, all in exploration of, and revelation of, truth. innovative temptations, the greatest display of inherent creative potential. ideas are abundant, & i strive to discover in those ways which, too, are resources connections inspiration growth and love. always … Continue reading innovation & creation.
The most ancient things you can see with your bare eyes are, indeed, those great formations which exist in the night sky. Late nights on campus after exhausting myself with the Landyachtz Drop Carve 37 - my faithful longboard pal - I would lie down on UA's Heritage Hill. Its slight incline provided most excellent positioning for … Continue reading ancient yearnings & connections.
the clouds are no different than the scrolls for prophets the telling of time, or the secrets of life. cumulonimbus, stratocumulus, cirrus. if you stare long enough at the white of the star, a twinkle in the sky, it may transform before your eyes into a dancing angel. ocular mishaps, or magic? … Continue reading a stray thought…
My struggles with the mainstream medical system after diagnosis with a chronic illness led me, instinctively, down a path of holism: the theory that parts of a whole are in intimate interconnection, such that they cannot exist independently of the whole, or cannot be understood without reference to the whole. It seemed that this axiom of existence … Continue reading the ocean waves.
Before taking off, I gazed respectfully into the eyes of my crew. The young masculine figure to my left held my hand for comfort, as the lulling of the electrical impulses transported my awareness to a new vessel. -- A conundrum - that's what this was. Intelligence had, yet again, outsmarted itself. However in this … Continue reading the probe (1).
For as long as I can recall, if you were to have given me colored pencils or square sheets of paper, in one automatic swoop - as if a sacred construction of the soul - I would create. Always, geometric patterns guided my instincts. There is a little saying that math is the universal language. … Continue reading the universal language.
A great deal of my semester in programming with Python utilized the intelligence of for and while loops. Interestingly, it turns out the human complex makes great use of similar programming. They are exactly as they sound - upon reading a line of data, the program begins to execute a loop of behavior until otherwise instructed to terminate. Or, … Continue reading i am the program, i am the programmer.
Thump, thump, thump, the morning insights ferociously rattled my cognitive stew. Consciousness seeing consciousness creates zero point energy, it said. It pulsated like an angry vein upon my pre-frontal cortex - my forehead on the verge of explosion from the passionate persistence of intuition. Without intellectualizing the concept of zero point energy, I intuitively understood: Zero … Continue reading consciousness & zero point energy.
I had finally unearthed the darn thing when the call for lunch sounded, vibrating the cochlear fluid and basilar membrane located in my inner ear. Thanks, ear anatomy, for converting pressure waves, to mechanical vibrations, to electrical signals. I had no intention of joining them that afternoon, but there was a much deeper calling to be … Continue reading cerebral extractives (2).